Date: Monday, July 05, 2010
Title: why must i be the victim?
Time: 8:52 pm
im not happy in TTSH due to the ppl there.
just use sarcastic words to attack me, i feel so demoralized everytime i hear their words.
am i deserve being called STUPID when i'm having a bad headache and i bought panadol extra even the workplace has paracetamol?!
am i deserve being scolded by YOU even when i was mumbling to myself the basket number when i was doing sorting?!
and y YOU r so unwilling to do purple form when i ask for ur help, and u're willing to do for the others when other ppl ask u to do so?!
cant u people just think of other ppl's feeling before the word comes out for ur mouth?
sumtimes really feel like fighting back, but all i want is a peaceful attachment there. i dunno how long i can hold my emotions, mayb one day during attachment i might just cry there.